I think I'm gonna make the worst out of every situation from now on
I don't know what I'm supposed to look forward to or how I'm gonna sing this song
I think I'm gonna feel the worst kind of feelings that my mother never said was okay
I don't know what I'm supposed to think about anything, I'm trying to find the right words to say

I'm sorry I don't give you what you want
I'm sorry I don't give you what you need
I'm sorry for the things that I think and never tell you 'cause I'm scared of how you're gonna respond
I'm sorry for the songs that I write that make it sound like things are going ever terribly wrong

I think I'm gonna dedicate every single song to you even when they're not good
I don't really wanna break anything that I don't have to
I think I'm gonna recreate every single thing that I have deeply suppressed
I don't really wanna wait for the next heart attack but I hope it's not you

I'm sorry I don't give you what you want
I'm sorry I don't give you what you need
I'm sorry for the things that I think and never tell you 'cause I'm scared of how you're gonna respond
I'm sorry for the songs that I write that make it sound like things are going ever terribly wrong

Will I remove myself from what I'm feeling?
Will I detach my lungs from the screaming?
Will I fall flat onto my chest and break everything?
I just want to go and break everything

Break everything at all in my path
And soon enough I think I will collapse
I can take it all with stride
Or I can take it till I die
Or I can leave it all behind
But I don't wanna leave you tonight